Speechless

     I just couldn't describe what I'm feeling right now...I felt so sick. It's not about sick of getting bored, restless and confused. It's simply because I am so sick of missing you...
 

     I don't have the guts to say or show the real feelings that I had. All i can do is to sit in a corner of my room and begin to daydream about us. Why would I find myself dreaming about the two of us together? When i know that it's just only a mere product of my imaginary thoughts...

     I often denied you against myself. I even pushed you away from me...but that was totally a lie! I wanted to hug you tight, back in my arms and whisper you how much I miss you...

     Now... 

    I'm

    speechless.