Speechless

     I just couldn't describe what I'm feeling right now...I felt so sick. It's not about sick of getting bored, restless and confused. It's simply because I am so sick of missing you...
 

     I don't have the guts to say or show the real feelings that I had. All i can do is to sit in a corner of my room and begin to daydream about us. Why would I find myself dreaming about the two of us together? When i know that it's just only a mere product of my imaginary thoughts...

     I often denied you against myself. I even pushed you away from me...but that was totally a lie! I wanted to hug you tight, back in my arms and whisper you how much I miss you...

     Now... 

    I'm

    speechless.

A Secret Fool

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I never knew what love really is, until I've met you...
So many doubts in my mind asking , "Do i really love you?"
How can I love someone like you who are just a friend?
Even if I love you now, would you love me until the end?

I can't find the right words to say how much you mean to me,
Sometimes I love to tell you the truth but it scares me away
How could I show you I love you if my mind says "STOP"?
Each single day I am telling myself : "Ishe, please wake up!"

I don't know how to say those words because you might leave me...
Seems everything is odd, no matter what happens I want you to stay
Help me get rid of this feeling, I just want to let you go...
Ever since the day we've met, I have fallen in love with you!

                          ♥♥♥ISHE♥♥♥